Thursday, October 8, 2009

When I said I'd share my successes and failures, I didn't think I'd mess up so soon! Weight was up to 287.5 this morning! I got off track on the weekend--completely derailed! Sunday we celebrated my grandaughters' birthdays (2 had birthdays). I made chili and I ate it! I bought a chocolate birthday cake with whipped icing for them and I ate it, too! I bought 2 types of ice cream and I ate some of each! Of course, it didn't stop with Sunday. I am tapering down now. Tomorrow, I go back to writing down every last morsel that goes into my mouth and counting my calories. That's how I've lost what I've lost, so I have got to get back to what works.

I am a stress eater and stress has been up this week! I've got a list of things to do (besides eat) for stress and I am going to start going down the list and see what works.

My mom is laid up with a sore, red, swollen, extremely painful foot and I have been at her house most of this week (plus working), trying to help her. She has been to the doctor once and to the ER once. Tomorrow, she goes back to the doctor-she isn't any better. The 2 doctors she has seen have 2 different opinions as to what is wrong, but neither of them has helped yet. I hope tomorrow gives her some help and some relief. All prayers would be appreciated!

Well, I worked 11AM to 8pm today. My sister is with Mom tonight, so I am staying home. I have to be back at work at 8AM in the morning. My daughter is taking my mom to the doctor in the morning. Don't know when I'll get a chance to blog again, but I am going to do what I said I would do. I have accomplished to much to backslide and go back to where I was. Quitters never win; winners never quit. I don't know who said that, but I agree wholeheartedly. Wish me well. God bless you all & me, too!

Friday, October 2, 2009

Ho-hum-just another weight loss blog. I'm just a fat old lady trying to get healthier! My highest official recorded weight (in the doctor's office) is 334 pounds! My actual highest weight on my scale- 341 pounds! My weight today 280.2. Don't know what has possessed me to start a blog. I really don't know what I am doing. I couldn't even figure out at first how to write anything on this site!
I have been working on losing weight since January or February 2009. I hope blogging helps keep me focused. Personally, I think I'd be happy just getting down to 225-240 lb, but I know that that is still about 100 pounds too heavy, soooooooooooo I have a long way too go on this journey! If you want to so how it goes, successes & failures, drop in once in awhile for an update. I feed on encouragement and inspiration, so I'd love to hear any success stories( I also love to feed on dark chocolate-guess that is part of what got me where I am!.)